Tuesday, May 15th, 2001
10:42 am -
I still feel a little queasy from whatever is going on with my stomach, but I started my morning exercises again. That felt good! I need to do laundry before it takes over my apartment - again.
Still haven't heard from Donald Hayden. It's been almost a week and I'm very disappointed. Well, that makes him a little less attractive. That's probably what he wants anyway - if I'm not as attracted to him, that's less work that he has to put into eluding me. I mean, when a man spurns another man who is clearly announcing attraction, does he really mean it when he says "Maybe we could just be friends?" Nope. Now there IS an art to letting someone down easy, but too often that ease elicits deception. I'm going to start saying, "You know, we don't have to make a false committment of friendship just to save my feelings. I'll get over it. Let's just continue to be nice to each other whenever we see each other."
Current Mood: okay
