The Last Of The Merlot

I'm having the last of the merlot that was in my fridge. I guess I should make something to eat but I don't feel like scrubbing the crust out of the pot that once contained one of Gordon's "creations" ...

I'm going to begin a new conversation with myself about planning my life. I do not want to live like this 10 years from now - hell, not even 5 years from now - but if I could just make it out of this rut right now, I'll be doing alright.

My party begins next week!