I swear, I'm tryingto be patient, but it gets on my fucking NERVES when he acts like he's trying to figure out what's wrong! What's wrong? I'm struggling like this while I have somebody living with me who is GETTING what he needs and who is FORGETTING that he needs to be up OUT! I don't even know if holding back my words even helps anymore, but if I say anything then I'm the one who has to watch his face crack and his eyes dart from side to side. And I sure as hell don't want to discover another damn note with some sentiment scratched on it that he's too cowardly to actually verbalize. I'm really starting to get sick of this shit. It truly isn't helping my demeanor. I mean, goddamm, I can do bad all by myself ...
*deep breath* I should use my blog to vent more often! Well, I AM happy-so-lucky ... most of the time. Unless somebody's FUCKING with me. *smile!*
Well, at least there's a thunderstorm coming to cool things down. Maybe that will give us a little more water in our reservoirs. Remind me to buy more bottled water before they start tapping the Hudson ... yeesh ...
